Wednesday, November 29, 2006
CONCERT'S OVER ):
my life has no excitement anymore ): i'm so bored... nothing to look forward to.. nothing... oh well at least this makes my blog cos my blog is so dead the way it already is..
anyway, we finally had grade 8 class yesterday... there were only like 4 people from our class, jody daph kyra and me and then rest are the inter found grade 8s... yea the 4 of us were really high and excited about the work and everything i bet ms pang thought we were crazy... hahahaha... we were learning demi-character and my stamina is so LOUSY... seriously... argh and i cant do double pirouettes!!! ): darn it... i could do such perfect ones in tj dance studio during ms wee's training and i cant during ballet ): argh why is this happening???
OH OH there is something exciting happening in my life (: we're having performance on saturday (: tj dance club i mean... haha we performing at SGH at some eye centre thing... the costumes are so nice man... and so ex BUT we're not paying for it (: our dance fund is (: but other than this, we have to pay for our foot thongs as well which are super ex... like $20... sigh... the cost of being a dancer... but it's all worth it (:
DANCERS ALL THE WAY (:
oh and kyra, being the nice person that i am, i shall not blog about your embarrassing moments but...
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT KYRA'S EMBARRASSING AND RETARDED MOMENTS, PLEASE COME AND LOOK FOR ME (:
hahhaa oh and dont call me a 'mini' (: i'm nice and not ANNOYING and the word IRRITATING isnt irritating... hahaha
5:46 AM
danced' vibrant
Monday, November 20, 2006
i really dont get it. why dont you understand? i just want to help out. i know how to organise my time. i know i've been spending more than usual but i do have self control. you dont have to scream at me. i know how much time i have been spending on it. but cant you just understand that this is because i'm trying to help her out? she needs help. you think i dont feel stressed? you think i'm so carefree when i'm there? things arent that simple. why cant you just bear with it until it ends? it is ending soon. i know how much i have sacrificed. i know what needs to be done but you just dont understand the importance of this do you? i'm trying. i really am. fine you dont want me to go, i wont. but what difference would it make? wont the situation still be the same for the next few days? and you're going to scream at me again? but i'll just tell you that it would be over soon. cant you bear with it just for a while more? i have alot on my mind too. but you'll just say i take up too much responsibility. that's why i dont dare to tell you. you'll just scream at me again. i'm trying so hard to make this work. please dont tear it apart. this is my passion. i know what i want. i know people are mad at me. but i will commit when i can. i just cant right now. it is my priority. i know you are worried but i also know that i know how to control my time. i know what i should and should not do. when i should and should not do something. i know you dont trust me now. i'm not saying that i'm not at fault. yes i am, and i will change myself. but i'm really just trying to help. she really needs it. please be understanding.
6:43 AM
danced' vibrant
